Too Much

Perhaps it's too much
At one time.
It just doesn't come alone
No i don't whine.

Perhaps
Maybe
It's too much of an accumulation
Such that it is overwhelming
Leaving me no space to breathe.

Why am I
The only one
Going through this shit
When others aren't?

They are happy
I think
They are united
I believe.

It's all weighing me down.
I'm sinking in
Into the deep abyss.
No one can help me.
And i don't wanna save myself.