I Can't

This is
A rough patch.
But i must get out
I can't stay this way forever
Stuck here forever
Or i'm gonna sink deeper.

I'm not myself.
I can only be so
When i'm at home
And when i'm with you guys.
Not with that bunch.

Deep down inside
I really hope
That I can mingle
With you people
But I can't.

I tried to.
Sorry.
I can't do it.
There's nothing i could do about it.

Life's so hard
It's so hard to live.