Them

What will they do
When they find out who I really am?
How will they think
If they find out it's all a pretence
All along?
I wanna know.

Will they really
See through me?
No i won't let them
I'm not really free.

I should be
Gathering with them for lunch.
I should be
Speaking up in group discussions
With the whole
But I don't.
And i won't.

I wonder so much
If things will get better.
It doesn't matter much anyway
Cause I don't really bother.

I gonna sleep on it
And hope it would be forgotten.
All erased
From my lethargic mind.