don't read my blog it's depressing

i feel different

i have changed. plainly. easily


weeks ago my roomie sent me a personality test set up by a famous Chinese writer/tv baldie personality. Well you can check it out its entirety in Chinese here. the basis of it is you belong to either of the four colours red, yellow, blue and green with different character profiles to match. of course you know how these tests go... how possibly accurate can they be and how can you even start to sort 7 billion people into four distinct groups?





well hey anyway here's my result. i came up with a red-blue personality... for tldr or too chinese; didn't read, red-blue presence in a single personality is nought possible - it translates into a confused personality which requires much Digging for the Truth

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if i can be honest by myself
and compare the way i feel before and now
there is a plain difference, of

less fear (idek)

more feel. when emotions and feelings were pure, clear and 100%. everything is straight-out fresh. i have an allegory for this. you know when you taste something REAL good for the first time and you try to seek that feeling again except that when you head back it's only 80%... almost like drugs (never tried but yknow) and i'm afraid that it will only be this way here on out. erosion of my core and such

less efficient. i suddenly realise as we grow older we don't necessarily grow wiser, maybe just more efficient - cutting out on waiting time, planning in advance, doing things the 'smart' adult way

idek what this is... just a blabber of my consciousness?



self awareness is painful ///////////

i just feel like at 24 i should have done something, or be doing something of substance

i also realise how i have complicated myself. through thinking. being so careful. i hate the way i am now. thinking in advance. i just need to be constantly drunk

ok im thinking. this all probably stems from all the failures i've been/had, mistakes i've made. how do i reconcile my past and now?

all these irreconcilable differences are SOLELY within myself

idk man am i on a arbitrary path to destruction?

fuck time. fuck growing up


fuck life

actually Singapore is quite okay lah

this is most peculiar but pre-Beijing i'd never have thought to have these trains of thoughts. (things they show on tv, in books (secondhand really) - of homesickness, attachment, sense of loss and other kuazhang emotions...

ok this, for me, is supposed to be the start of a new phase of life (who am i kidding... i'm like jaded to a certain point). ANYWAY IDK man before i left it was like #UNIVERSITY (i always felt discounted in teenage years because i didn't go to university, im thinking keg party etc. LOL) lifeinaforeigncountry, DORM PARTIES but reality is so boring lol

now i get I TOTALLY GET what 'feels like home' means. it's gotta be a literal thing

I LOVE SINGAPOREEEEEE BECAUSE:

1. public transport
   oh gOD DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH WALKING IS REQUIRED CHINA? WALK FROM HOTEL TO MRT IS LIKE WALKING FROM SENGKANG TO PUNGGOL PLIS
   
2. O food, Glorious food! This deserves a comprehensive sub-list all by itself:
   
   a. mixed vegetable rice aka CHAP CHAI PNG 
   oh my gawd it is so difficult to find hojiak mix-and-match food okay. the Chinese have their own fast food restaurants which are pretty decent but they doN'T TASTE LIKE NO CHAP CHAI PNG!!!!!!! and did i mention there is no fish??!?!?! how am i supposed to survive without fish?! it's chicken, beef or BLOODY POKE-YOU-WITH-MY-BONES-FRESHWATER-FISH
   b. FISH SOUP
   c. yakun set A and set C
   d. prata
   e. MCDONALDS BIG BREAKFAST WITH ICE MILO 
   d. 126 wintermelon barley + dimsum
   e. salted egg yolk prawns
   f. carrot cake
   g. yong tau foo
   h. waffle with peanut butter/ chocolate donut/ pandan cake
   i. rojak
   j. ban mian
   k. bak kut teh
   l. late night youtiao+soya bean milk combo
   m. 叉烧烧肉饭
   n. stingray
   o. geylang lorong 9 frog porridge (and thereafter watching drive-thru "show" at the even-numbered lorongs) 
   p. satay with rice
   q. ginger sliced fish rice
   r. curry fish head (wow much passion)
   
3. malls
   because i can just walk to Compass Point in 7 minutes and - well let's see what we can do here... 1) breakfast at Mcds, 2) breakfast at yakun, 3) buying discounted blueberries at cold storage, 4) shopping at watsons
   
   
4. 24 hr kopitiam / Indian-muslim joints (why are they always in that indian-muslim combination anyway?)
   my school nearby only got 24hr kfc leh
   
5. Walls $1 (or $1.20 in 2014) ice cream
   i nominate the Cathay uncle for Best Walls Ice Cream Uncle in Singapore Award, because there is no other
   
6. family
   
7. JB
   cuz JB is my backyard for rm7 movies and half-priced contact lens
   
8. night parties
   cuz le night time is the best part of the day and i'm forbidden to go out late (which according to my mama is around 7pm lol) // plus it is absolutely safe to chope seat with your bag and leave it lying there in Singapore
   
9. generally-friendly people
   awesome uncles and aunties
   
10. one people one nation
    cuz i can't bitch about China People when i'm there
    
11. TEH INTERNETS
    OMG! OMG! YOU KNOW HOW IMPORTANT THIS IS RIGHT?! YOUTUBE IS MY SANITY... why are you my clarity? why are you my remedy? soooo gonna purchase vpn and youtube/twitter the shit out of it.

Chh-ch-ch-ch-chECKLIST

now that i am officially jobless (actually it is the second week, counting from the last day of August) i find a booming need to organise my thoughts and actions (into action). things to do:

1. pack my room (done! ugh nothing can ever feel as cathartic as packing. it is really hard to start but according to research, anything that you wanna put off, do it for four minutes, it gets magically easier) 

WELL HEY IT IS ACTUALLY WORKING WHILE I'M WRITING THIS SHIT NUTHIN'S GUNNA STOP ME NOW 

i should really try applying this to real-life social situations

i am so easily attached to things. every piece of toy is like a horcrux, A PIECE OF ME! childhood memories unlocked on sight. and every piece i decide to give away to charity shatters my heart. still, has to be done. so my heart gets shattered, mended and reshattered x237123901 times :'(

2. pack my gifs

the most treasured things in folders i harddisk-copied from work. so much joy and memory, so much awesome. this is a pretty huge undertaking. ok, gotta make it a Thursday Task
+music (delete all teenager music, HA!)

I ALSO JUST FOUND OUT IT IS EXTREMELY EASY TO GET DISTRACTED BY TABS AND GOOGLING FOR GIFS

another four minutes to get into the groove

3. read more

just generally everything. not sure if it is because we stopped the newspaper subscription or that i just lazied off. i am so apathetic and that probably explains why i don't feel much of anything to blog about anymore

also, too much of gossipy stuff 

read: serina wee

probably should clean up my twitter following to streamline da information. 

other than that i am still on ASOIAF OH MY GOD IT LIVES WITHIN ME i just cannot believe it isn't real well it just makes my life a little bit more exciting i live through ALL OF THEM ESPECIALLY JON SNOW 

you know nothing, jon snow

(daenerys is obviously GRRM's favourite character to write. she's like an anti-manic pixie dream hot blonde girl)

4. solve crisis and/ or look for jobs

the usual quart-life crisis (if i were to live till 100). i see it both ways and i have to record this before i forget.

Pathway A:

YOLO type

which explains why i've applied for a tram operator / animal trainer-presenter at the zoo 

I MEAN I HAVE NEVER STOPPED HAVING THIS DREAM. no, not even after the bangla got eaten by the tiger

like, even if i'd grow to hate it, at least i have tried. all i wanna do is play with animals and get paid for eeeeet

Pathway B:

which has to be broken down into four startup ideas i have

a. import business for sportswear (I MEAN GAWD COME ON THE MARKET FOR IT i just hope i won't be too late when i start)

b. local blackmilk

c. clean eating cafe (protein bar along the whey?)

d. gym (hahahahahaha)

e. one of the oldest ideas i have - a sewing rental + haberdasheries house to scam money off fashion students

which means i have to get really well-informed and well-cushioned and well-oiled and well done

i have also been reading a lot of http://www.cheerfulegg.com/, basically teaches you how to be rich by being smart and hardworking. i have at least started parts of it. no money to invest yet 

am i expecting a hardworking future self?! 

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so there it is, two ways and tipping towards neither.

i feel like i should relate to those inspirational quote-on-blurred-out-background tumblr images on #LIFE #DREAMS #COURAGE #STRENGTH

but i can't! continues procrastinating on making a decision

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meanwhile i'll just work on self-enrichment, alright? 

- draw

- explore the internet (tumblr willfully)

- CPR cert (stopped at bronze) (in case i need to be a lifeguard)

- open water cert (aiya no money)
- watch all my movies and tv OMG NEED TO BUY NEW HARD DISK
- play all the games! (arkham series + replay ocarina of time)

what a gap year-ish thing to do pretty soon i'll be volunteering at arthouses or backpacking over Europe

can you believe i wanted to do an Into the Wild... what was i thinking? watched too much of Man vs. Wild? LOL i'm way past it

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right now i'm just too busy being a full-time daughter. i'm not bored at all. in fact, pretty amazed at what i've done last week. cleaning up my life physically, job applications every other day (either ways nobody has replied me so heck), being a satisfied client of exercise BUT HOW AM I GOING TO FEED MY CAT AND BUY NEW NIKES FOR MY BIRTHDAY //suddenly feel very eminem-y #foodstampsdontbuydiapers

kk should blog more, bye

my local gym love story (delusional post)

Well hello Hot Instructor,

It seems like

okay i guess i've seen you a couple times around? oh but that class! that was intense. can i just watch you demonstrate the moves and not really do anything for the rest of time? (exercise for the eyes and other organs)

it doesn't hurt that you touch me a lot. teach me, educate me! why do you whisper me sweet nothings? why do you ask me about my shoes? are you trying to strike a conversation? why do you look me in the eyes? what does that gaze mean? why are your eyes so small?

pretty much, during all my free time, imagining scenarios. looking forward to fridays. taupok days, and you. 

and dinner after class.

(what quality of life am i having, planning things around gym and having favourite days because of class schedules)

I would do all those tumblr things to you, if you were mine.

Shall we take this blooming relationship outside of class?  

abrupt end of story.

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i wish i still had those someecards feelings. it just seems like a really long time ago, yknow? feelings stretched and diluted across time. IDEK what kinda progress this is... checked my twitter and the first signs showed on April 13. well happy 3 month anniversary for my one-sided r/s!

(i actually bothered with physical stalking, attending his classes outside of that class. DOOD orchard on a monday night?! loving someone is tiring LOL)

yikes.

i wish i knew how to read signals/eye contact meaning(s). i mean like, is there some eye contact dictionary and explanation because i have a total lack of social skills and limited boy experience. well there are my brothers but i doubt that's a valid benchmark, yeah?

was he ever interested and if he did, have i missed the chance? 

UGGGGGGGHHHH

why can't i just think less and talk to people LOL hello hello execute Next Logical Step

oh had good times planning how-to-pick-up-hot-instructor. doing allll the wrong moves to get one-on-one attention? deliberately announcing dinner place? lol all talk no action

meanwhile despite the slow progress i shall just tell myself

but know this!

//update july 19: daisy helped me realise that i am probably just in love with his arms. passable with sleeves but absolutely mindblowing and PERFECT sleeveless WHATisthissorcery

aiya

what it feels like to be hot

I HAVE NO BLOODY IDEA

i have always wondered though - what does it feel like to be hot? it must be an epic cheat code right, like THERE IS NO COW LEVEL youpassallthetests

also, how does it feel like to have hot siblings? like emma/alex watson or jamie/cersei lannister

family brewing in hotness. //lemon incest

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continuing the train of thought from the previous post *retrieves airy object from pensieve* lol

i don't think i will ever be in the capacity of feeling 'hot'. i mean like okay, i've been told how cute and 很美hor~ i am when i was a girl. these wonderfully kind auntie comments faded with age (then, glasses and jeans and nerdom) i never had much expectations yknow? like i don't think i was even bothered LOL so anti-cool

so for about the past year stranger things have happened  (is it just a phase i don't know yet) and i've been executing this primping plan

my q is how far does it go?

is there a hotness meter somewhere? 

if i get too hot will i become stupid?

should i cap my hotness at 80%?

is life fair?

am i just jealous?

i don't wanna be adriana lima i wanna be lara stone! 

but not too cool and overexposed to the point of karen elson

ok fair enough lara stone is equally overexposed

does it ever stop?

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now i'm gonna tell you about The Subway Incident aka one-of-the-few-times-i-got-pretty-perks

subway the sandwich company not the MRT okay. alright.

so i was getting subway takeaway for le colleagues back in the office. a meal, and an extra ala carte cookie. it was two double chocs and a white macadamia? okay, so it goes like

subway dood: three cookies right?

i said a confused 'yeah' like HELLO didn't i just tell you that stop making me fucking repeat my order

subway dood packing everything, payment and stuff...

subway dood: oh, here's your cookie! (puts into bag)

i said 'orhhh' like HUH didn't you already put that in...

i only got the gist of the free cookie after leaving the place and triple-checking the receipt. YAY! HE DIDN'T CHARGE ME FOR THE EXTRA COOKIE WOOHOO FREE GIFT - um did i juST GET A FREE COOKIE like OMG WAS HE INTERESTED IN ME?!?!?! ME??? shit i didn't say my thanks

he wasn't looking particularly suggestive (i don't know what i was expecting like twitching eyebrows? lol)

i was even feeling paranoid annoyed that he didn't get the correct order (easily stressed ordering food for other people)

seriously? i just had doubts. doubts of the guy's taste. doubt of my attractiveness (dear lord that itself sounds weird) 

i was bouncing the idea around in my head and only managed to affirm that I, INDEED HAVE GOTTEN A FREE COOKIE DUE TO PHYSICAL ATTRACTIVENESS because the free one was oat and raisin. how he know i like that one si0l

lol thanks dood made my day.

so anyway, i guess we're on track WHOOPASS

o dear lord can i get sum c00kies now what is this hunger

please don't judge me on my previous hair colour

i forgot to mention how much of an effort i'm putting in to become hot. yeah like sm0king hawwwwt

actually it's more like cash 


cannot stop owing the bro money. (OMG THANK YOU SINGAPORE BUDGET 2013) i have also started various irrevocable processes

1. facial. i must have spent what, 3k, plus products leh? also, got into the world of credit card instalments. EASY. we must tread carefully now, my friend shUT UP! SHUT UP!  
2. lol git sum purdy nail polish @sephora the other dae lolzzzzz
3. hair. probably another 1k there. in a flailing attempt to cut costs i have diy-ed my hair black. not a bad choice. inspired by rooney mara but got some brown bits. 
4. braces. 3.8k loan from mother
5. gym 

help i'm bleeding

why didn't i exploit the convention of contact lenses earlier?

why did i have friends?

why doesn't masumi_g tell laurasykora about her eyebrows?

when will a hot person ask me out? (cue: hot)

i guess i could post a really ugly picture of myself (not difficult to find. just tagged "photos of me" - you unkind friends) and do a side-by-side comparison but

IDEK

i miss this typing! slappin' on the keyboard. where's everybody?

how did writing become 'longform' reads?

+ can i finish reading an article in one go without flipping tabs?


feeling lonely in the blogosphere, lol

calmed tits

so i have unlocked all my posts and brought them back into one. over here. (took a while trying to crack the ol' login address... kasia_2003? ka_sia2003? lol - thank you lastpass saviour of forgotten accounts! then exporting, importing, SHOW TO PUBLIC) 

not sure why i like this url the best, hm

also, not really sure what this means. could be a couple of things. job alert for 'awesome lifestyle writer' this morning. i guess this could be a backup plan (part of resume) if i decide to be whatever-turned-writer when i'm 25 WTF I'M 23

(also - whatsapp/new messaging app needs bold and italics. nobody gives a fuck about underline they look like hyperlinks but yknow, fake.)

/

seems like i had a tendency to lock and move pretty frequently back in 2008 (vaguely remember it being a not-liking-what-i've-written slash-and-burn start-anew thing) 

and now i bravely open up my closet! (lol so narnia) my teenage pretentiousness! my attempts at being cool! different! funny! i don't know man what is this parody of life

reading through posts - mostly TAI/Obama 2008. then photobucket apologising because some 'person moved or deleted the image'

[blogging-actcool is totally different from twitter-actcool which is different from facebook-actcool] mindblown.gif 
you don't act cool on tumblr tho. tumblr is your pink heart centre.

actually my physical closet needs more cleaning. so many clothes for my future self to wear, W0WZ3RS. year after year of packing but no diff leh. Mao exploits its dark corners more than i do.

anyway does this mean i am becoming more adult-ish? baring my soul, leech me dry, i ain't bothered!!!

or am i just being hiaow? used to have these self-regulated anti-selfies protocol. lines are blurring. i am becoming a pop princess

/

considering that my last post is dated 11/19/08 i kind of just decided i'd embark on the mission of What Has Changed? 

lists as usual. favourita

1. i have a cat now
   this is the first thing that came to mind. obvious. physical. mammal. in 2008 i'd never have thought... prissy father and all. father is still prissy, or worse, but IDGAFness ages well
2. less epiphanies - not sure if the ideas and thoughts i had were worth having but my mind was busy at least
3. everything seems so mild. is it sad that i had more concrete ideas of dreams than i do now? it used to be 'things i wanna do' that exploded in the brain but now... lacking. i still seem to want to have a taste of everything. right now - NIKE. might change. who knows.
4. phone
   MOSTDEF i was very adamant at remaining at Nokia sepia level. anti-technology much?
   these days - mostly embracing and excelling. still can manage w/o phone though. and, back to nokia <3
5. gym
   best thing i ever did signing that comtract for pinoy salesperson last august
   comes with complimentary hot instructors (ahhhhhhhh whole other potential topic)

daily life - wake, plow, gym
twenties twenties twenties
seems like i have skipped a whole part of life between 2008-2012
ok i gotta upkeep this

need some clarity in my life 
also, need a notebook. typing notes on phone too slow, man. no feel


meanwhile imma set this html up, lol

hurdur

OMG EPIC

CALMING My tits...

MOVED.

MOVE ALONG?

Shhhhhhhhhhhh.

Making something big. Stupendous. Magnificient. Phenomenal. Prodigious. Sublime. Rad.

PSYCHED!

Oil the machines, let's set sail.

OMG I FEEL LIKE CHOPPING OFF MY FINGERS CAUSE THEY JUST DON'T LISTEN AND WON'T STOP PROCRASTINATING.

SCROLL, TYPE, CLICKING ON OTHER WINDOWS THAT HAVE GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH WORK.

BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH.

After almost being knocked down by a taxi just, i have since learnt not to eat currypuff while jaywalking.

The tremendous yelling of 'EH, EH, EH!' from some malay guy behind my back when the incident(thank goodness, not 'accident') happened seem to make it a miracle that i am still alive.

Yes.

COBRA STARSHIP: Word For 2008


COBRA STARSHIP: Jumbotron Gag Reel

Afterthought

Photoshop ain't that bad after all.

I won't elaborate as it is probable that self-praising will be executed along the way. :) [i refuse to use a different orientation for my smilehs!!!!!!!!11111111 D:<]

Fifteen minutes to i-should-have-been-asleep-and-awoken-by-the-dang-alarm-clock time.

Owellz. Time made good by exploring the vast iTunes library.

Power up, full-force, mah friday.

Sleeping With Giants

Aurelia.


It's amazing how i never got my heart 'broken', looking at the amount of tyos falling all out of love. They are more experienced than me in this specialism of life, are they not.

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And i nevah get pms/moodysweeeeeeeeeengs!!!1111111111111111

Spasms of mild emoquestonecassitaneousity at most.

Owell.

WAIT! Allow me to write down the events of my life word-for-word like a normal blogger for a while.

[Dear Diary,

Yesterday was the Graduates' Fashion Show and i helped out as a dresser, basically it was free labour; a lot of bodies, a lot of backstage chaos; my model Sona K is from Slovakia and she is sixteen years old, it was pretty cool that we got to collect a lot of gorgeous badges however i was damn tired and i skipped school today, it feels good but i have yet to do anything for tomorrow's presentation and i think i'm so screwed but i'm in the midst of packing my room so i'm at a lost but that's about it thankyouverymuchiloveyoukkkbye but ohmy this is such a poor example of how written english should be like but whatever i dont care much anyway.

XOXO,
Writer]

Okay.

If you are quite free, go to Wake Me Up Music(Fueled By Ramen fakie!), a local 'indie'(i ask furiously for a few times too many 'IS THERE EVEN A MAINSTREAM MARKET HERE?!?!///') label. Ignore the grammatical error of under RENOVATION instead of under CONSTRUCTION, bad webpage design, and the multi-pixelated/grainy-which-falls-short-of-being-artistic photograph, go follow the instructions they have there, the whole clicking of the photograph activiteh and so on.

And laugh at our own countrymen trying to create something big.

BIG joke of themselves perhaps, in which they would have aptly suceeded.

Your walk is: Curiously Proper Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Ka Sia's lame-ass excuse to break up: "My imaginary friend is jealous of you" 'What is your lame-ass excuse to break up?' at QuizGalaxy.com

	Ka Sia made billions from creating a pill that makes people be happy constantly.
	... afterward, Ka Sia decided to marry their imaginary friend.
	'How will you be remembered in history books?' at QuizGalaxy.com

'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

What's with the imaginary friends.

	Ka Sia Pills: Will cause you to scream at nothing and run around like a lunatic
	'What effect do you have on people?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Well, well.

You are 55% Emo You are pretty Emo. You like the music, styles and way of life but it doesn’t really control your life. There is more to you than just another cute Emo face. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

When are quizzes ever true.

Anyway while particpating in my favourite activity a few days ago, i made a surprise discovery which left me awe-struck.

Gabe Saporta (born October 11, 1979 in Montevideo, Uruguay)

Well what can i say. HELLO, FELLOW SCHECKSAY!!!!!111111

And the likes of Sean Patrick Flanery, Michelle Trachtenberg, Mark Zito and Michelle Wie.

Wiki power, and BrainyHistory gives a veh long list.


Looking through my pictures folder, i stumbled upon some hidden/forgotten treasure.


Erm.

Hi, you know i don't really like multiple posting but i don't care i have made a discovery, you see after some pretty intense dog-wrestling and eating frog porridge without the frog and sharing our food with two very pretty stray cats with mesmerising eyes at geylang, we proceeded to fruit-shopping and i discovered that the grape is an extravagant fruit at $8.00 per kilogram and full watermelons are actually pretty schecksay but mangoes are the schecksayest of the lot!

Read about Mensa(no, not the SDC canteen in TP). I wanna join. :]

*leaves, suddenly recalling i have work to do, but i don't think i would leave that early since i still haven't surf the net enough and yeah i need to bathe before doing that i feel that this is so incoherent but the cerebral clicking continues and so my fingers move across the keyboard and i have no idea when i am going to stop but i guess now, after the asterisk yeah it should be so but whoa typing like this is addictive although it makes me look like i can hold my breath really well but anyway gotta jump*

Sunday Revival

I am starting a vocabulary bank, just like how missus Soong forced us to in Primary Five, but this time round it is voluntary.

Within my new notebook which features an animated cover.

'OPEN' by Lisa Moore, wunderhfool.


Ow my head is bursting with too much sleep. Which in between i rejected my employer to go to work.


BEST (Denki) is a very good place for post-school entertainment. Xbox and all that WWE shit. Impressive.

Confessions Of A Disturbed Sales Associate

Yes i refuse to use 'sales_____'.

Second half of the boss, and i am fifteen sparkly pristine minutes late.

Sawreh! I lost my way! Reallee!!!1111111onetwo

Verdict.

I don't talk to customers. :(

I was never meant for this life. Retail life. It is so. Pfft. Mundane is not even near. I need some extremity. Something constantly moving. I am so not interested in varicose veins.

Soli boss, CMI, i will make you lose money if you continue to have me.

I grant you permission to sack me. =XDEFG

Furthermore the place is heavenly quiet even on a Sunday. Since i am naturally shy, i can only make friends with the mannequins by walking around them. They have names. The two females being Indiana and Lucia, the male ones Lily and Hibiscus(they look pretty gay, even without the heads), in relation to the products they have on them.

I know retail seems a really easy job. Not for me though. Staying up late surfing through myspace on local bands makes it worse. I don't even have the energy to smile/talk. With the opposite Noobie-er, i mean, Newbie-shop blasting sweetie-pie Taiwan music, i could have cried.

Chicken rice(pretty good) made things better though.

Oei stranger(or whoever you are), i am not whining. I don't. I.AM.JUST.DISTURBED?!?!?!?!///////

Zed. Drats. Dregs.

I feel like punching someone. Interested applicants please leave a message on the tagboard. I am not responsible for any injuries/casualties though. Won't die one lah!


If it weren't for the money.