Well hello Hot Instructor,
It seems like
okay i guess i've seen you a couple times around? oh but that class! that was intense. can i just watch you demonstrate the moves and not really do anything for the rest of time? (exercise for the eyes and other organs)
it doesn't hurt that you touch me a lot. teach me, educate me! why do you whisper me sweet nothings? why do you ask me about my shoes? are you trying to strike a conversation? why do you look me in the eyes? what does that gaze mean? why are your eyes so small?
pretty much, during all my free time, imagining scenarios. looking forward to fridays. taupok days, and you.
and dinner after class.
(what quality of life am i having, planning things around gym and having favourite days because of class schedules)
I would do all those tumblr things to you, if you were mine.
Shall we take this blooming relationship outside of class?
abrupt end of story.
/
i wish i still had those someecards feelings. it just seems like a really long time ago, yknow? feelings stretched and diluted across time. IDEK what kinda progress this is... checked my twitter and the first signs showed on April 13. well happy 3 month anniversary for my one-sided r/s!
(i actually bothered with physical stalking, attending his classes outside of that class. DOOD orchard on a monday night?! loving someone is tiring LOL)
yikes.
i wish i knew how to read signals/eye contact meaning(s). i mean like, is there some eye contact dictionary and explanation because i have a total lack of social skills and limited boy experience. well there are my brothers but i doubt that's a valid benchmark, yeah?
was he ever interested and if he did, have i missed the chance?
UGGGGGGGHHHH
why can't i just think less and talk to people LOL hello hello execute Next Logical Step
oh had good times planning how-to-pick-up-hot-instructor. doing allll the wrong moves to get one-on-one attention? deliberately announcing dinner place? lol all talk no action
meanwhile despite the slow progress i shall just tell myself
but know this!
//update july 19: daisy helped me realise that i am probably just in love with his arms. passable with sleeves but absolutely mindblowing and PERFECT sleeveless WHATisthissorcery
aiya
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