Tuesday, 3 July 2007
Childhood Stuff
Childhood Cartoons/ Toys/ Stuff
1. Push Pop (It's back!)
2. Ring Candy (somewhat alike to Push Pop)
3. Beast Wars (HAHA i collected all the Predacons)
4. Barbie Dolls (YES i play with dolls, plus those cheapskate botak ones)
5. Power Rangers (i like Pink Ranger Kimberly)
6. Beast Wars & Barbie & Random Power Ranger Toys (ONE BIG FAMILY HURRAY!)
7. Hello Kitty (Eek so passe now)
8. Paper candy (they say that after eating it, you can only bear one child and you'll be infertile after that)
9. Collecting phonecards, stickers and 20 cents vending machine cards
10. Dragonball
Just Another Day (Which Is Also Very Eventful)
I just experienced two freak accidents given by two classmates.
I need some to calm down.
Class is starting.
So see you at night.
Breathe in... breathe out...
I Say
Alrighty. First things first.
30 June 2007, Saturday
Today we went to M&M. The three of us, to celebrate "The Birthday". Yes. I shall not tell you. It's a secret. "Shush!" Hahaha.
In the evening, at 5++pm, mama came to fetch me and Nicky(Mandy left at 12pm).
Reaching home, i just flopped on the floor and started to sleep, all dogs' fur and dogs' smell. Hahaha. And i slept and slept. Papa came back and scolded me for sleeping in front of the god's altar. So i subconsciously moved further right so that i'm not drectly in front of the altar. Although it was not a very hygienic or comfy sleep, i managed to sleep through till 8 plus. Haha. Bathed. and mama, papa, didi and me set off for the dinner.
[There is this classmate E who is walking around here because they are doing a groupwork. BUT i've scrolled down the webpage so that they can't see the name of this blog.]
Simply said, it was a dinner held by a lion dance organisation. But the banquet was huge. It was held at a empty land(which was part of a sports recreation area) somewhere in Woodlands. We found our seats(we were seated with my 2nd uncle and his family and my ah ma. It was already near to nine, and to think that the dinner actually started at 7.15pm. Why were we late? Cause papa and me were sleeping haha.
Halfway through didi and i went to explore(we love exploring, and we love Dora the Explorer too!) the pasar malam nearby that we passed by before reaching our destination. Bought two rings, comb and mini stuff. We walked till the end of it and returned to the banquet. It was fish, my fave! YAY! So didi and i ate the fish.
After a while we left again, for Vista Point. We walked till the end again(when we supposedly saw the shopping centre, but no, we didn't see anything but flats there. So i suggested we go to the MRT station, cause there's bound to be good stuff there.
Yes, we saw a mini shopping place, ulu ulu kind, then we walked around it, fathoming if it was Vista Point, but Vista certainly looked more furbished than what we had in front of us. We walked around in search of the toilet, and finally found it at a food court(which somewhat looks alike to the one at Vista) at the 2nd floor. Then we bought a lot of magazines(AYE!) at 7-Eleven, and made our way back. Meanwhile mama was chasing us back.
[Hello. Just came back from a long toilet break. And i visited the "haunted" toilet on the fifth floor.]
Anyway, my mama was chasing us on the phone, so we went back to the venue. Papa drove us to this bridge overlooking a sea between Singapore and Malaysia, and Seletar Reservoir. A lot a lot of people. So we climbed over the road barriers by the side of the road and went exploring. We went deeper, to where the grass were, and really looked down into the sea. W-O-W. BEAUTIFUL. It was a very pretty but dangerous sight. A lot of people were fishing. FOR FISH. Hark! Hark! Next we crossed over to the opposite side, where Seletar Reservoir is. Some daring people were fishing there, although law did not allow them to do so. They hid in the bushes and fished. Very few people considered to the opposite side of the bridge.
Ok, finally it's time to go home. We all got into the car, but, But, BUT, BUT BUT BUT the engine couldn't be switched on. When my papa turned the ignitiom key, the radio and air-con came on, but not the engine. WOO. He tried several times, but the car just won't start. Oops la la. HAHA. So we waited outside and papa pulled up the hood. Wah lao i was damn thirsty, and i dugged out all the bottles in the car, but only to be disappointed as my mama told me they were for washing purposes. About 15 mins later mama turned the key and the revving sound finally came. WOO. We quickly went home. Just. In. Case.
Okay. Reached home and slept (without bathing).
31 Jun 2007, Sunday
Today was much of a slacky Sunday. Haha. Rotted at home for most of the time. Nothing much (i wanted) to do. Hmm... Let's skip to sunset. Haha.
After dinner ad watching tv, i stole the Bigen Speedy Hair Dye, Natural Black from my parents' room. Haha. Then, with the rest of the household asleep and my bro using the laptop, i began my makeover. HAHA. So i dyed it. And i washed it. After drying i found that one strand or two was still gold. Shit. Haha. Never mind.
NIGHT. (Told you it was a slacky day. =>)
1 July 2007, Monday
Alright, alright... Back to school. Fortunately/Luckily there wasn't morning class, and i only had to go to DiEss at 3pm.
Slacked for pretty much of the morning, then the furniture house people came at around 12pm. They assembled the double decker, but the bookshelf wasn't here yet due to stock shortage.
After having lunch and taking a short break, i got off to school. Actually papa wanted to drive me to school in his lorry(yay i love lorries and big trucks), but since he was sleeping, i just went off by my own.
And as i found a seat and sat down, i opened up my bag and found the edge of a plastic bag at the bottom, and i pulled it out, only to find two grisly, squashed, vomit-inducing fishy balls. OH MY THOSE WERE THE LEFTOVERS FROM FRIDAY. Hahaha. They didn't stink, but they smell. Hahaha. So i took it out and placed it on the seat next to me. When more people came up, i had to switch it to my right. OOH. Finally i got off at the transfer station and got rid of it. Alamak now my bad smells of fish and flour.
I reached school just on time. Today we were introduced to Photoshop. Most of the time either my mind was drifting away from me or i was drifting away from my mind. So in the end, everyone left at 5++pm, but i was still there. Yong Kin came back to see the whole class gone, so he came over to help us. (Huong was present too.)
Although i haven't finished much, i left too. Haha. Mama came to fetch, and home sweet home. Now everyday i'm running errands for mama by helping her dabao dinner for the family while she waited in the car.
Okay. Home. Watched Jack Neo's show which my mama recommended, and i was putting on nail polish all the time. Neon purple, cool yeah.
[Some of the girls are now discussing about Transformers. Shit i wish that nobody likes them as i do.]
Then it was a late night's sleep cause my bro was using the laptop like he is so free(yes he is!).
Ello sir, ello ma'm, i shall leave today's happenings to a new post. Don't miss it! Bound to get you on tenterhooks! MUHAHAHAHA...
Monday, 2 July 2007
Hello to Everybody
The bitch is here again.
Her face alone pisses me off.
See ya.
Saturday, 30 June 2007
Her Lah
1. She has got a sao-sia (raspy voice) which is obviously fake.
2. She makes stupid comments in class and think she is very funny.
3. She tries to make friends by demeaning herself.
4. She tries to be the clown of the class.
5. She loves asking retarded questions.
6. She thinks of retarded questions that don't ever will have answers. (this is not a repitition of no.5)
6. She doesn't turn her handphone to silent mode and irritates both me and the lecturers when it rings.
7. She uses stupid ringtones.
8. She is irrelevant. Talk so much shit that is a waste of time.
9. She is a waste of human flesh.
10. She thinks she knows everything in the world and get them all wrong.
11. She says she's a geek when her computer skills suck more than my didi.
12. She always praises herself jokingly, but i hate the way she talks.
13. She has no shame.
14. She tries to include me in their lunch meets/ gatherings/ etc. expects me to wait for them after class/
expects me to be as friendly as HER.
15. She is ang-moh-nised.
16. I find her very disturbing.
17. I find her so disturbing that i hope she doesn't get into the same specialism as me next year.
18. I find her so disturbing that i wanna kill her.
19. I find her the only one that i really hate in class.
20. I find her a big joke.
Yes, i'm prejudiced. Cause i'm human.
Nicky, now you know why i'm so pissed off/fed up with her. !@#$%^&*
Friday, 29 June 2007
Garbage
Today was much of a bad day. (Good days never existed since Day One.) We have our presentations this morning. So 9am we started loading in our files to the PC, which took a long time, and i was the last one to do so, not counting those which had problems. JN was one of them, and she was sao-sia-ing again, and she doesn't even know you should 'Open Folder to View Files' to see the shit in her thumbdrive. Argh. She thinks she's a geek, and i think she's more like a pig. Pea-brain.
Oh. And before class started, she was walking in barefooted and holding her dusty, plain, my mom's generation's heels. (Actually i didn't see the heels part.) Whatthefuck. Why does she ever have to go to such measures?
Irene decided to start with the person whose powerpoint is more, two more, three, and me. Shit man. I was so distressed yesterday, but i got back on track after venting out my frustrations, and i onyl got real nervous when the person before me was up in front. I just crawled through the presentation. There were some mispronounciations at first but i got better and more natural after that. Ok. Here's the exciting part.
After me was JN. She went up right after me. And she began to make a declaration that made me feel so proud that i have a clasmate like her. Ha.
Don't miss this part. This is the juiciest bit.
She D-E-C-L-A-R-E-D,"Ok, firstly, i would like to make a declaration. This powerpoint is really a last minute one, i just did it yesterday for the whole night.... and i think i sidetracked... blah blah blah... so this is going to be a informal one, and you'll be laughing a lot" Yeah, right. Laughing at your stupidity. HA~HA~HA~
And she started, which totally didn't make sense. She was talking about makeup. I don't know why, she just kept blabbering on, sometimes saying "I don't want to make this boring" on points that other people had said.
She was saying how everyone in her class said that in the past people were more conservative, and that she thinks that people in the past were very open, cause of the short hemlines and bold colours. While most of us had found out that the West has a certain influence on the trends locally, she thinks that there isn't. Hey lady, having different views is okay, but that's too much if no one really agrees with you. I don't know about the class, but i don't. I definitely won't.
She was speaking halfway, and she suddenly stopped, cause she was apparently was at a loss of words, and just said "I don't know what to say". Is this DUMB or DUMB? You can just "er", "erm" or "yup" your way through. And to think she's always been the public figure, talking a lot with no lack of chatting topics. Fuck lah.
Then Irene said to her, "I want to challenge you, JN(not her real name). You have a lot of information, but it is all over the place. I need you to pack up everything and summarise what you've got". Great. Finally we can shorten the misery and total awkward-ness.
Then there was one slide where she compared the present and the past's fashion trends. She was saying(about this picture of a skinny model),"The models now are stick-thin, not like me, you know, fat..." What the heck was that for? No penalty marks or whatsoever for demeaning yourself. This person gotta change a brain.
Then she wanted to point us out to something on the screen, and she walked in her heels, looking very gan kor. She was walking like a handicapped duck. You can just use the mouse...
And it was the end. Irene commented,"You have to arrange your information... Do you know that you almost failed?" And JN went back to her seat saying,"That's why" and "Oh, man..." after that. Oh, what a poor little vulnerable and useless girl.
Then it was one more classmate and it ended. Irene gave a debrief and applauded classmate A, E, and EW for doing great. Yeah. They were good. I thought i did badly. I didn't have enough pics and i didn't do the comparison between trends of the past and present. '_'
Sigh. I really hate it.
Well, honesty is not much of a virtue or of any help here. The lecturers won't be giving you extra marks by being truthful that you did not do your work dutifully.
No, she's not those kinda snobbish people, but i just hate her guts. I just feel like thrusting a knife into her belly and clean my eyes of her sight. I hope she's not taking design next year.
It's just too bad that she made a fool of herself for these two days. Maybe she's all along like this. But that only means she had been a fool for years. Pathetic. I've seen enough. It just comes out as time passes.
Now the bad guys turn into good ones, and the really good ones are turning bad. So much that they smell. STINK.
I hope they rot to death.
After that we went off, and i waited for Nicky, and we lunched with her classmates at KFC. Then the two of us went back to school first. And guess what i did. I went for Nicky's Macroeconomics lecture at 2pm. So cool. Haha. The big lecture hall, so cool, so... business. But it was quite empty. The lecturer began at 2pm sharply. Hahaha. He is strict, and slow too. And more people filled in the spaces.
Then at 2.45pm, the lecturer gave everyone a 1 min break to make noise, and chattering came. I took the chance and slipped away amongst the chaos. Hahaha. The lecturer was not facing us anyway. And i crept away silently. I made my way to CAD Studio. Digital Essentials is the coolest subject right now. My favourite. Cool lecturer, cool coursework(only 1 assignment), and cool Adobe programmes i find really useful. Yeah, the person matters a lot. PFFFFTTTTT....WAHAHAHA!!!
I left at 5pm, and took the bus to TM. Met Nicky there(she had collected The Cake) (we saw classmate G) and we walked to the row of shops, opposite the red/brown government building. She dabao food for her family. And we dug out every penny we had left to get a cup of bubble tea. Nicky was the largest shareholder, with a contribution of NETT $1. I was a minor shareholder holding a stake of 20 cents. =D
As usual the bus drives in when we just stepped closer to the bus stop, and we hurriedly got up. We were separated by a head, and i drank up all of the bubble tea(if not let it melt meh?) HAHA.
She got off, and i got off too. Then i walked to CP to get dinner. But i shopped around. Went to Metro, blah blah. I was thinking if i should get Sneakers for my brother. Haha. Then i stopped by Hang Ten.
I picked up a pair of baggy pants, and after trying i found it to be $69. What the TOoT. Haha. But got one-for-one lah. After browsing through the shop, there was nothing else i like(and nothing else as costly), so i told the other staff that i don't want it anymore. It's not that nice anyway, cause of the material. They kept bugging me to persuade me to buy it, and the woman thought that i only wanted that pair, and suggested i could take the cheaper ones. Crazy ah. I'm not that rich. They tried very hard to keep me. And the man even offered free membership. Haha. So i asked them about the membership, even though i've made up my mind. So i said i'll think about it, and scooted off.
And i discovered i had no money to buy anything, so i walked home. It was a damn cold night, trying to figure out this life. It was raining. =)
I reached home, and didi called to ask what i wanted to eat. Mama gonna dabao home.
Tomorrow we are going to M&M. Yay. I have to clear my camera of all those files. TIme to make CDs again.
See ya.
We got a new addition to the family today. =)
Thursday, 28 June 2007
Emphasis
I bring you the events of the day.
So damn tired. I started asking mama about the 1960's and 70's fashion's factors from leaving the house all the way when we were on the road.
So we reached school at 8.45am, and Nicky and I went separate ways to our respective classes.
Irene then asked us about what research we did, starting from classmate J. Then i started to realsie everyone was gonna get called upon, cause she was going down the road. And she was asking what research we had done for our first assignment regarding social changes and style shifts. Okay, firstly, i must tell you that we have to do first hand research and secondary research, and we were supposed to do secondary research yesterday night. OOPS. And obviously i didn't know i had to do that. So when it came to my turn, i simply said,"I just ask my mother a lot of stuff" and that is so lame. =/ But Irene didn't say anything about it.
Then we were put into groups again after watching an episode of "The Look". JN, J, V, me. Alright. So JN gave out the books that she borrowed(she LOVES sharing) to let us see what she borrowed. Then she started asking stupid and retarded questions. Okay. Listen. She was saying that the public used to think that curvaceous women were fashionable in the past(i said oh, like the "Four Beauties" and she said i knew what she was thinking of... er, don't think i need to have any kind of understanding between us), and she was asking why did the public suddenly change to adopt the idea of skinny models and skinny sizes. So i just told her, it's FASHION. And she was blabbering about who started the trend to make people change their mind about the concept of beauty, so i said "cause of the designers". Apparently she doesn't understand, and she was saying "I'm going to ask her" in her sao sia voice again. It's hard to demonstrate and describe. Even I can't mimic her. So she asked Irene, and Irene was saying about the designers developing slimmer silhouettes, and she wanted to recommend a book to JN about the social issues that affect fashion. FINALLY.
She started to blabber about some more nonsense, and she pointed at me/ looked in my direction and sfucking said,"I want to give you a makeover" I was so "alarmed", "appalled", that i simply replied,"I don't want" (On afterthoughts i should have given a wittier answer.) Thenshe tried to cover up for her hideous act for saying,"Ah, sorry to hurt you, too straightforward already. Anyway i should also go for a makeover...." FUCK. And Thursdays are her uniform days. Cause she doesn't want to think of what to wear everyday. What the fuck.
It wasn't random. it was SUDDEN. What the hell.
If i were to change, it won't be me anymore. And who does she think she is to help me CHANGE my image? She might as well throw away her ABC-brand linen shirts. Fuck.
So what we are in ADM. It doesn't mean we have to be dressed up everyday. I have my own clothing sense and there's nothing anyone can do about it. I will be a T-shirt girl forever and ever, as long as it takes.
Dismissed, and i went to the library to borrow some research books. After getting most of what i need, JN and V came. And to where i was. Then JN was fucking sao sia-ing,"Oh nooo!" And i guessed what she was looking for. The book that i had taken, and it was the same series as those she let us see. Just that she didn't borrow the 1960's one, and i had taken it. She needed the pictures in there.
But. But as you know, i'm a magnamious person. So i promised to lend it to them, and asked them when they need it, she said they'll be in the CAD Studio, and gave me her number. Alright. So i said i had to leave, and she was oh-so-pitiful-and-neglected-sao sia,"huhh, why?" What was missing is the teary and bleary eyes. Fuck.
So i went to lunch with Nicky at IT, and went to class early. Lent them the book, got it back. I changed computers cause the one i was using suddenly didn't have Pathfinder. Sigh. So i was self-banished to the dark, roach-infested area of the room.
I really admire Yong Kin. He's in his twenties, nerdy with a twist and so helpful. WAH! Shh... I don't really approve of teacher-student relationships. Hahaha. At least he makes the icy cold Design School not that freezing. So romantica right. =) "The Icy Chamber". HA!
Today was pretty much of Illustrator again.
Took the bus home. 15, alighted in front of OUB Building. And apparently i was just in time, cause 27 went by. Hahaha. BUT. Another empty bus came less than five mins later.
See ya.
FUCK THOSE BITCHES.
Now chiong-ing to do the powerpoint for tomorrow's presentation.
Everyday
Everyday is a lethargic day
Everyday is a cruel day.
Everyday of these three years
Will be bad days alright.
Either it doesn't come
Or it comes all at once.
Leaving you unprepared
Lagging far behind
Chasing and stretching out your hands
For that goal impossible to achieve.
I don't want it that way.
I didn't mean it to be.
Even the smallest of steps
Can take you on a very different route
Sometimes one that will regret
But not just yet.
Who would I be
What will I be doing
If i'm not here
Non-existent at all?
Sicked
Or whatever you call it.
I just hope that it will stop.
What's the point of being sicked of the start of every new day?
Wednesday, 27 June 2007
How I Wish
We could go back to the days
Where we stroll to the mall
Have ban mian
And shop till four.
But it's no longer the same.
The ban mian no longer tastes the same
The aunties are no longer the same
The feeling's not the same.
It's lost.
The ban mian will
Never be back
We will no longer be able
To do that.
Maybe it's fated so.
All here
Once.
And when it's gone
All gone.
All long gone.
How i wish.
I know you want to do that too
All of you.
Fat hope.
Good things never last.
They'll be gone as fast
As your clock ticks.
How I wish.
Discussion
As usual reached school at 8.30am. Early again, so i took a walk to Bedok Resevoir. Halfway through, before i even left the school grounds, i bumped into classmate G near the Design canteen. Oh my shucks. And i pretended i didn't see him when we looked each other in the eye. I'm hopeless. Sigh. And we were heading towards each other. People must think that i'm unfriendly. Cause i don't even say 'Hello' and treat them as spiritual beings.
I saw one Ah Pek and one Ah Ma doing morning exercise. Shortly after i went back. And i went to class. Huong and i were early. Soon people start filling in and class began. Irene gave a short talk to refresh yesterday's powerpoint. Then she divided us into groups and we were told to discuss about the old photographs everyone brought (i only brought one printed one) regarding the stuff people wear when our parents were around our age. First time round i got together with P and Q (it's a coincidence, not a joke). Luckily the conversation didn't get too bad (i spoke a lot! at least five sentences...) cause they were chatting. Then Irene came along to tell us some stuff and i was enlightened (got aura lehhh...). Hahaha.
Anyway we swopped, and i ended up with E and V. But shortly after we were asked to join the other group, consisting of A, AI and G. Nothing much (i didn't spoke a word) and we had our break. I hun around and asked the vending machine for a can of milo and i had extra change of 20 cents, and went back again. Continued watching the video. Nice. I love the way the story is brought out, and the ending. Makes lipstick sounds so delicious. Hahaha.
Ok. Up next. The exciting part. "The Chronicles of Ka Sia". Stay tuned.
I took the bus to TM, walked around TM and spied at Yamaha, and went back to the MRT station. Then i scanned in, and i saw four policemen (those kind guardind the stations) before i got up the escalator. And at the platform, the four police guys appeared again. Into the train, and they were right there, on my right. I was so worried. So worried i will get caught HAHA. Cause they were following me! And i kept rummaging my bag as if i had treasure inside. Shit. Every second was T~E~N~S~E. WOOOOO~~~ Then i had a premonition they were gonna get off at the same stop at me, City Hall, but they got off at Dhoby Ghaut. Wahlamak. I didn't dare to look at them, not even a glance, till i saw them shifting out of the corner of my eye. SO HILARIOUS.
Ok. Reached my destination, and i made my way to Peninsula Plaza. And before long i found myself walking past Funan, past Boat Quay, and Nicky the Saviour told me i was wrong. All the while Peninsula is right opposite the station. Indirectly opposite. So I got there, but i was wrong again. Not PLAZA, but shopping centre. So i made my way there. Basement. I walked around in circles, four guitar shops, a super big one and three smaller ones, two of which are "Music Theme". I walked around in circles while talking to Nicky on the phone for ages just to figure out which one shop was the one she patronised. And then i started getting scared. Maybe i was too excited.
And i got into the shop, and asked the person for an acoustic guitar. He asked me which one i want, so i said i don't know, i said i want a beginner's one. So he recommended me this $89 beginner's set, which includes the bag, a beginners' book, straps, picks and tuner. I was appalled (!!!) at why it was so cheap, so i asked him why it was so cheap. He said outside, they mark up the price. And i asked him what's the difference between the pricier ones from this one, and he said the wood's difference. For final reassurance, I asked him if it's all the same (it's kinda retarded), and he said yes. And i got it. WOOHOO! YEEHOO! Yiba-yiba-under-leh. HAHAHA.
And i lugged him home. From the shop to the MRT station, i carried it on one shoulder like a crazy person (cause i was carrying a backpack as well) and i found a way to carry a guitar without looking retarded: Hold it by the side. PFFTT!
And i got home at 3.15pm. And i practised accordingly to the book, had lunch, and practised till 5.10pm. And i rested for a while before cleaning the cages and packing my room. Had dinner and watched tv and i'm burning discs right now. My brother made it so easy to play the guitar. Ha.
Ciao.
Tuesday, 26 June 2007
Playlist
Zui Hou De Zhan Yi
Jay Chou
The Eight Dimensions
Okay. I'm getting back to work.
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Concepts
And i'm listening to the CD player. Jay Chou.
So here are the events of the day so far.
This morning woke up at 7.30am, once again. So damn tired and my eyes were damn sore. So mama fetched me to school. Once again, through the morning traffic jam.
Shit man. This is risky cause two girls just went out and they may come back anytime (my back's facing the door). And class gonna commence soon. That ups the riski-ness of this risky business. Hee. And you can't quickly switch to another page cause its Macintosh. What bullshit.
Okay. Back to earth. I went to the CAD Lab in the morning, as you can see from the previous posts, cause i was too early. Then the auntie and came to clean up, and i left shortly after.
And i went to Irene Ong's Fashion Merchandising, Fmerc, in short. Quite fun. But dry. She told us about her working experience in Isetan. Then we had a 30 mins break at 10.53am.
After we watched a video "Beauty In A Jar", mostly about makeup and its history. We were dismissed at 12pm, and i went off to withdraw money, but caught up with Nicky first cause there was a long queue at the ATM. She was at Business's School Free Access Lab. I had a sweaty time finding it. And it was big, but that was not the reason why i can't find her. Miscommunication simply explains it. Haha.
And we had lunch at the Business Park. Nice. Not bad. And the stall vendors are courteous.
After escorting Nicky to the fourth floor, I went down to the first floor again. What a sweaty day and i'm wearing a black cardigan.
Then I went to the bookshop (I also found a shorter route from the Business to SDC) to get "Core Concepts to Fashion", the textbook that Irene recommended. $69.80. Woo, guess what's on my playlist right now. Hui Dao Guo Qu. Damn i LOVE this song.
After that i walked around in circles (Oh, yesterday was worst. I went down a flight of stairs and walked through a gloomy corridor and up another flight of stairs and arrived opposite where i was when i started the journey) before going to the library. Climbed more stairs. I borrowed three books. Grand Total: 4 HEAVY BIG books.
Yay. Tomorrow, there's no DiEss. So i'm gonna get a guitar, no matter of my mama's nagging og me not packing the room and saying i only save $2 for every $100 if i buy it before the GST increase.
I just read finish the Ideabooks webby YK gave us yesterday (i didn't finish reading it ytd haha) and now i'm gonna do my Illustrator.
Ooh. I hope the server doesn't save up my blog address. Don't think so too, cause i logged in through the home page.
Ok. Bye bye. See you tonight.
No More
No more.
Happiness.
No more.
Smiles.
No more.
Freedom.
No more.
Sweet dreams.
No more.
Fucking emotions.
Some more.
Nightmares.
Some more.
Bitches.
Galore
Lost, Once Again.
I'm so depressed.
And i wonder
What could be causing it.
Could it be schoolwork?
Yes.
I think so.
I'm so inconfident of myself now.
I'm rushing for every assignment.
And now school begins
I sink into despair once more
For i no longer can be confident of myself
Like i can in secondary school
Where there are only worksheets to do.
And it could be because my damn laptop
Can't view anything the lecturers send me
And does not have the Microsoft shit in it
And goes all cranky off-times.
I think the room plays a part too
I've packed up quite a lot
Yet it's still messy here and there
How i longingly wished
I had a perfect bedroom
And it's just wthin my reach.
Sigh. Troubles don't come alone.
Reflections
I need more time.
Friends.
I go past the formal stuff
And i'm done with that.
Schoolwork.
I'm so lost and inconfident
Right now.
Crap
See ya around.
Monday, 25 June 2007
Ball of A Time
I woke up real late, considering it's a school dat, at 11am. But fret not. Cause today's lesson starts at 3pm. Digital Essentials by Yu Yong Kin. Fashion Merchandising, the morning class, only starts tomorrow.
So after having lunch i was fetched to school by reluctant mama. Haha. I actually wanted to print out notes that the lecturer sent us last week (since my laptop can't open them) but i thought there wasn't much time left. (We left at 2.30pm and arrived at 2.50pm.)
It was quite cool. As the name suggests, it's all about digital stuff. Firstly, Yong Kin told us to go to a website where we could find out the differences between a bitmap image and a vector image. Pretty cool. Plus, all the computers there are Machintosh! Not bad. The school is rich. It was quite hard to navigate at first, but after a while you get the gist. After that we got our hands at trying Adobe Illustrator (for drawing vectors). It was fun. It's great once you get it. It mainly helps you to draw out stuff. A student P came late and sat down beside me. So i helped her do some stuff on the computer although i ignored her yelps of "help" at times. There was once i heard her saying,"Not fun I don't want to play anymore" Erm, no comments.
We were told to draw out the outlines of two graphics and after that we could leave. Then people start going off and i packed up too. In between the lesson i heard the people around me talking about going for SA(Student Ambassadors) after this. And as i walked off to leave and said bye to classmate E and J, J was like, "Oh, you're going? You're not joining us?" So i replied," Oh. No, they're going to Student Ambassadors", although obviously not everyone was in it. They were already waiting there before i packed up, and obviously they were waiting for the others to leave TOGETHER. Of course i know. I'm not dumb. Please stop trying that hard to get me into your estactic-ness and together-ness.Thanks. Really.
So mama came and fetched me. I took a lot of goody photos along the way home while lying don on the car seats. You know, the stretch of grass-filled areas along Tampines? Yeah.
Then we stopped at Block 308 to dabao stuff.
Home. And guess what. I forgot to buy didi's fish and chips! Haha. So he ended up sharing mama's mee hoon kway, and mama ended up eating some of my pepperish macaroni.
Yay. I love this subject. Yong Kin is a good, friendly, young, nerdy(I like that) lecturer. Nice. Relaxed course+unlimited access to internet. Simple and straight to the point (i mean the subject).
No more stupid silkscreening!
Death to silkscreening! (And batik printing!)
Bye.
Alas!
This weird, undescribable feeling just come up when i think about going back to school again. Like a gloomy rain cloud which follows you on top of your head. Sigh.
Today is pretty much and a lot of packing up. Got motivation mah. Haha. I've done a lot today. Really. I guess i was too ambitious in the beginning, to clean up every part of the room and categorise every single thing i can find in it, so much so that my room was in such a bloody mess for such a few bloody weeks.
I just finished packing (there are still some stuff cluttering the floor) and bathed. Now it's so weird seeing the green bedsheet rolled out nicely on the mattress, so neat and tidy as it ever could be. I miss the sleeping bag days (literally: days). Hahaha. Bye bye, living room-mate. Hahaha.
Alas! A clean and (almost) tidy room in ages. =)
Really tired. See ya.